bby...u have never appreciate what i have done fer u......is always question me what i have done......today ..in the morning.....suddenly receive a msg frm hym saying this...'bsk kte mit...then wen u start skola,kte tq mit..lau bley,once in awhile kte aru jumpe"never!in the whole entire abt 8 mths we are together he said this to me.....n this was the first tyme.....before this he always wanted to meet me lyke everyday.....suddenly with this changes...what up......i was so speechless....all kind of thoughts is playing in my mind......maybe he have sumone else??maybe he is sick and tired of meeting me??maybe he wants to get rid of me????and maybe i have never been a gd gf fer hym.....and now.....when i txt hym....he will either not reply or he reply late.....lyke wat wrong wit u???at tyme u are ouhkayyy...and at tyme u are not......haisss!!!now...he dnt even txt me.....he finds me when he is bored......or not with his peeps....it is as if im in rlationship wit sumone else...it is just not u......the old smurfy that always wanted me to be wit hym all the tyme....the smurfy who will find me when i am not with hym......you said u need me but accualy u dnt............u just dnt mean what u said........i knew deres more to come....n now  ...when we had an arguement......the  word 'leave'will always appear.....why?????u really want me to leave u????u will only realise when the one u love leave u???haiss!!!bby u are not the same......im just hurt with the way u are now.........i wil missh u so badly......love u haizel bin rosman......i really need u now.....:('