LATELY I FEEL LYKE LIFE IS UNFAIR......I DONT NOE Y BUT MAYBE IT IS JUST MY THOUGHTS......I FEEL THAT AS IF THERE'S SOMETHING GOING ON BEHIND MY BACK.....THIS IS NOT JEALOUSY .....BUT I JUZ WONDERING......RECENTLY I REALISED THAT U DNT REALLY TXT ME.....IF U WANNA SAE THAT UR PPD IS LOW.....LYKE HEY....U DID TOP UP RYTE....BUT IT END UP FINISH JUST LYKE THAT....I DIDNT REALISED ANYTHINZ TILL I CHECK UR HP......WEN UR MUM TXT.....THEN I FOUND OUT TAT U TXT UR FRENZ N HER....LYKE....ALOT MORE....DEN U TXT ME.....DEN U STYLL HAVE THE VERGE TO SAE 'WE'LL C SAPE MSG SAPE'....AND ITS PROVEN.....IT IS ME WHO WILL TXT U....KALO TAK....HABOK PON TKDER......HAISS....N RECENTLY WAT U DO...N WHERE U GO....I DUNNOE NOE....I WILL FIND IT MYSELF.....BUT IF I WAS THE ONE WHO DID NOT TELL U MY WHERE ABTS.....U WILL FUCK UP ME......HAISSS!!!!HOW I WISH I WOULD SAE TIS TO U....BUT I NOE IF I TELL U....U WILL ARGUE WIT ME AND END UP FIGHTING.....I DUNT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN.....SO THAT Y I SHUT MY MOUTH UP....BUT I JUZ NEED TO LET IT OUT...SO I WROTE IN MA BLOG.....IF U CAME ACROSS MY BLOG.....I JUST WANNA SAE...IM JUST LEETING OUT MY FEELING AT MY BLOG AND I DONT WANT TO ARGUE OR ANYTHINZ......I DNT NOE Y....BUT EVER TYME WEN I CAME ACROSS UR MSGES....I WILL SEE HER MSG.....LYKE...I NOE TAT U N HER GT RELATED SUMHOW.....BUT....NVRM....ITS HARD TO DESCRIBE MY FEELING.....CAUSE I PROMISE U TAT I WONT BE JEALOUS WIT WHOEVER OR WATEVER U DO........AND WEN I CAME ACROSS UR FB.....ITS HER PHOTO .....AND ONE OF MY FRIEND ASKED ME......'KAU DAH TAK NGAN DIER AGY PEK???ASL AKU TGK FB DIER TKDER PON GMBR KAU.....TAPY ADR GMBR PMPN TU....."BUT I TOLD HER.....WE ARE STYLL TOGETHER BUT SHE IS MORE CLOSER TO U AND ITS UR FB....SO I DONT HAVE THE RYTE TO CONTROL .......HAISS.....LATELY....I JUST CANT STOP WONDERING......
ABT TIS SAT...I ACCUALLY HAVE ALREADY PLAN THINGS OUT....BUT....NVRM....I FOLLOW UR WAY....ACCUALLY I WANTED TO SPENT TAT DAY OR TO BE SPECIFIC OUR DAY TOGETHER......BUT U WANTED TO BE WIT UR FRENZ AND HER....SOOO....I CNT SAE ANYTHINZ....BUT I JUST FOLLOW THE FLOW...I DNT WANT TO MESS OUT UR DAY N FEW MOMENTS WIT ME OR WIT THEM.....HAISSS.......I LURVE U BUT ALOT OF QUESTIONING IN MA MINDS.....HOW I WISH IF I COULD TELL U........LYKE I SAE....IF U HAVE TAT SUMONE IN UR HAERT MORE DEN ME....DEN U MAY GO TO HER.....TELL ME RATHER THAN HIDING AND HURTING.....IT WONT HARM ANIMONE BUT ONLY AT TYME IT WILL HURT INITIALLY......AND U MUST NOE TAT IM HAPPY BEING WIT U.....THX FER WATEVER TAT U HAVE GIVEN ME ALL TIS WHILE......N THE LURVE FER U WONT CHANGE......I JUST WANNA U BE HAPPY.....
