STANDING ALL BY MYSELF NOW

WENT TO SCHOOL JUST NOW AND FINISH UP MY SKETCH UP.....BUT STYLL HAVE TO PUT FURNITURE AT MY HOUSE BEFORE SUBMITING IT....I HAVE BEEN CHECKING MY HP EVERY SGL TYME....BUT NO MSG FRM HYM.....SO DECIDED TO CALLED HYM AFT SKEWL AND WANTED TO TELL HYM SUMTHINZ....BUT NOE WAT....HE ANS THE PHONE AND THEN PUT IT DOWN.....AND I CALLED AGAIN.....AND HE REPEATS THE SMAE TINZ.....N HE SAE HIS BZ.....NOW DEN I NOE....U CNT SPARE UR OWN GF  SOME OF UR TYME........U CNT RYTE...??SO I WONT TELL U.....KEEP TO MYSELF DEN......NOW.....ADYLA IS OFFICIALLY ALL BY HERSELF.....MA MUM IS ALWAYS BZ WITH HER WORK....I DNT REALLY SHARE MA PROB WITH MA BRO AND UNCLE.....MA SIS....ONLY IF SHE IS OUT HERE WIT ME....I MISSH HER DAMN MUCH.....SMURFY????BF???NO LONGER CARE ABT ME......FRENZ???THEY ALSO HAVE THEIR OWN PROB.....SO...JUST KEEP TO MYSELF.....ANW...HE SAE TAT HE WAS BZ AT 3 P.M.....LYKE HEY.....U WERK AT 5.......APER YG BZ NYER...??BLM KEJE PEK.....KN SENANG KATER TAK NK LYN.....EASY RYTE..?NVRM.....ITS OKAE.......RECENTLY HAVING SOME FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES.....I WANT ASKED MA MUM FER MONEY BUT TAK SMPI HATI...SHE ALSO GOT ADR TINZ TO HANDLE......IM HUNTING FER JOBS...PART TYME.....NEED TO  EARN MONEY MYSELF.....DNT WANT TO TELL OR ASKED FRM OTHER.....CORZ ONE DAY THEY WILL BRAG THINZ OUT........EVERY WERDS THAT HE SAES TO ME....MAKE ME REALISE......PPL SEE AKU NYER SENANG,TAPY SSH AKU...NO ONE NOES......NO ONE!!!!FOR WAT I DEPENDS AND PUT HIGH HOPE FOR SOMEONE THAT SAE THAT OUR 5 MTHS TOGETHER MEANTS NOTHING TO HYM.....SO BUCK UP...!!!!HOPEFULLY I CAN GET A JOB SOON....I NEED TO SUPPORT MYSELF.....MTK2 LUH DPT KEJE.....NOW....NO ONE TO LOOK FORWARD  TO MET UP AFT SKEWL SO CORZ HE WANT TO LEAD HIS OWN WAY.......HAISS......HOPE TAT I CAN GO THROUGH SWEET AND BITTER OF MY LIFE.......