YESTERDAY WENT OUT WITH SMURFY TO WATCH 'STREET DANCE'...THE TICKET IS SELLING FAST SO ONLY LEFT WITH THE FRONT ROW THAT AVAILABLE FOR THE SEATS...AFTER ALL...NOT BAD UHK THE MOVIE.....:p
THEN YESTERDAY ALSO TON WITH SMURFY,YANNI,ATING,BAI ,ADAM AND WAN......EVERYTHING GOES SO SMOOTHLY WHEN SUDDENLY I SAW SMURFY DRUNK.....WTH!!!U SAE TO ME THAT U WONT DRINK ANYMORE ABEH NIE APER????I KEPT QUITE CAUSE I DNT WANT TO RUIN THE DAY......AND THEN SHE TXT HYM.....JUST TALKED ABT HER TO YANNI....DEN ALEH2 MSG.....ERRR...!
I CANT TAKE ANYMORE AND I CRIED.......THEN TALKED TO SMURFY PRIVATELY......BUT ITS LYKE NOT PRIVATE CAUSE HE IS LYKE SHOUTING AND HIS FRENZ CAN HEARD IT......
I WAS SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED ......ALOT OF THINGS HE SAID TO ME.....HE TOLD ME TAT HE DRINKS BCORZ BAI OFFERED HYM.....THEN Y SELAME NIE PPL OFFERED U ,U CN SAE TAK NK....THEN AT THE FIRST PLACE Y,WHY U SAE TO ME TAT U PROMISE U WONT DRINK....SUMPAH2 LAGY....U BREAK UR PROMISE...UR PROMISE ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN......
THEN I TOLD HYM TAT ...I CNT STAND THE WAY SMURFY AND SHE TXT EACH OTHER.......MMG LUH KRG COUSIN.....MMG KRG DAH KNL LAMER....I KNEW TAT....BUT U EXPECT ME TO TINK AND FEEL WHEN KRG TXT ADR SYG2....BIE2.......U CANT BLAME ME FOR WAT TAT I TINK.....CAUSE THINZ HAS HAPPENED LAST TYME...WHEN I FULLY TRUSTED U...END UP U AND THAT AYUMI GOT SUMTHINZ ON.....NOW....IM JUST BEING CONCIOUS.....AM I WRONG????AKU NIE MATAER KAU....SLH KE KALO AKU RASE LAEN WHEN BOTH OF U TXT TAT WAY?????I AM A NORMAL HUMAN BEING.......I HAVE FEELING TOO.....DOLLY IF U WERE IN MA SITUATION....HOW WOULD U FEEL IF UR BF DID TIS TO U????MMG I DNT WANT UR RELATIONSHIP WITH SMURFY SPOILT BCORZ OF ME.....BUT U MUST UNDERSTAND HOW IT HURTS .....U URSELF IS A GERL......U SHOULD NOE HW IT FEEL RYTE...?......
SMURFY....I NVR NVR EVER STOP U TO BE WITH UR FRENZ AND FAMILY....NVR!MMG I HAPPY TAT U WANT TO SPENT UR TYME WITH ME.....BUT THE WAY U TOLD ME YESTERDAY IS LYKE SAYING THAT IM CONTROLING U......AM I???TAK PERNAH PON I CONTROL U TAU.....YESTERDAY U WANTED TO SHOW ME UR TRUE COLOUR.....IM KEEP SILENT DOESNT MEAN THAT I DONT DARE TO FIGHT BACK,DOES MEANT TAT I DNT HAVE ANY POINTS TO SAE.....IT IS BCORZ IM HURT WITH ALL THE WERDS THAT CAME OUT FRM UR MOUTH....ALOT.....TILL NOW WHEN IM WRITING TIS BLOG ...IT DOES HURT SOO DEEPLY......HE TOLD ME THAT ALL TIS ALONG ,OUR 5 MTHS TOGETHER HE IS ACTING ,2 FACE......Y??IM SOO DOWN AFT THAT......SO TIS IS WAT U WANNA TOLD AND SHOW ME THAT I TURN U INTO.....SO IM TEACHING AND CHANGING U TO BECOME A HYPOCRITE?????IS THAT WAT U WANNA SHOW????I DO ECXCEPT THE WAY U ARE....AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND U.....BUT U????DO U EVER EVER HAVE THE INISIATIVE TO ACCUALI UNDERSTAND ME????NO SMURFY....NOT AT ALL!!
I SHOWERED U WITH LOVE AND CONCERN BUT TIS I GET IN RETURN.......SERIOUSLY I GIVE UP....IM NOT STRONG ENUF TO GO THROUGH ALL TIS.......
AT THE COFFESHOP.....AFT TALKED THINZ OUT TO U.....U DRINK AGAIN.....YES...MMG I KATER U NK MINOM U MINOM....BUT DEEP INSIDE U DNT NOE HOW I FEEL.....REALLY REALLY DISAPPOINTED WITH U .....U DNT MEANT WAT U SAE.....U DNT.....!PROMISE?????THE TERM PROMISE IS NVR WITHIN U.....IF I WOULD CHANGE THE TYME BCK TO THE PAST.......I WILL PROVE TO U WAT U SAE TO ME......I MAYBE SMILING RYTE INFRONT OF U BT DEEP IN IM NOT.......WAT HAPPENED YESTERDAE I WILL.....I WILL REMEMBER TILL ETERNITY......
PLZ DNT TINK OF URSELF AJE.....THINKS OF OTHERS TOO......U NVR....NVR AT ALL SHOUT AT ME....AND ALL THE TINZ U DID TO ME YESTERDAY....NOW U DID.....U BUCK ME UP.....U GIVE ME A WAKE UP CALL...SERIOUSLY.....U TRYING TO PROVE TO ME THAT U CAN MAKE ME HATES U.........TO TELL U THE TRUTH.....IM DISAPPOINTED WITH U AND U REALLY REALLY HURTS ME.....SORRIE FER EVERYTHINZ.....
