what a pathetic day of mine....
Today early in the morning went aljunied meet smurfy at wan's house.Mengong and aidil is dere too...Early in the morning started with a slight arguement with hym....i was telling hym abt what me ,yanii and ohneyt comment at one of the pic that i dislike.....then suddenly he lyke cnnt get the fact ......then he lyke scold2 me and then he left me like that and he go wan house first cause at that tyme we are buying food.....heee...cnnt fast....:P.....then aft that i kept quite cause im a bit fuck up...then aft that...smurfy pujok me...heee....then i ouhkayyy already .....then....my forever 21 cardigen was thown....luckily smurfy saw it......then smurfy sew it for me....heee...thx bby....!aft that we take a nap.....suddenly went i awake i saw 'ika siow'.....been wanting to talked to her abt sumtinz i heard....but den she left.....then i awaked hym but he mrh2 me....:(asyik kene mrh jek aku nie.....haiss...!then went down awhile to buy drink with smurfy ...and saw ika....aper lagy....i approached her lor.....and asked her......but wat make me mad.....wen tat tyme smurfy told me abt tis,then when i confronting her and i asked smurfy..he sae he did not noe.....wth sei!!!!and wat make it worse when ika talked to me lyke 'BIG FUCK" lyke that.......wah liow....!!!!ni nau yah!!!!nie org2 nie.....kter baek ngn drg.....drg pijak2 kpale kter......!then...aft that ,in the evening..went to hospital visit smurfy's dad....otw dere inside bus..he make me paiseh xia....he sae 'dah nk tron'den i get up frm ma sit ....skali he maen2 jek....lyke...ppl sumer tgk kn....kalo kter uat dier tawu dier marah....hmmm....dier ajer uhk yg btol lar kn......aft that went home while he went aljunied to changed his pants first b4 heading to bazaar with frenz......hmmm.....to sae frankly.....i dnt trust hym....if im not wit hym....cause tat is wen he will do and create nonsense.......mengatal ke tak...i might not noe....cause guys...are guys.....i noe how they will react.....hmmm.....hopefully he noe how to behave.....ouhkayy bby...maybe im jealous or controlling u izzit???haiss.....tat y i dnt lyke when i really love that sumone.....cause i will then to get sensitive easily.....cause the love is do deep....haisss!!!and one more thinz that i notice when he meets his frenz or when im not wit hym......he dnt really look for me recently....kalo i nvr txt hym ..he wont....now also....kalo reply ma msg sumer pendek2.....hmm???is he trying to hint me or show me sumtinz?????????it keeps me wondering and wondering....that is the reason for me to be gazing away each tyme when im alone.....haiss....:(are ma existence bothering u????if yes.....im sorrie......:(:(:(
