why should it end this way????

aft gone thru this far and now u are saying this to me???where are all ur promises????where bby??!is it mean to be a lie....are we cuming to an end????to sae frankly....its true that we often gone thru ups and down but i thoughts that we can go thru it together but u show me that u dont.....its is part and parcel of  being in rlationship ....although  deres alot of tyme wen u really blow my patient of but i styll holding on to u cause i really really lurve u and being apart is quite dificult for me....once i lurve sumone ....its hard for me to let them go....i agreed that i am over controling maself.....thinz had happened once and i dont want it to happens twice.....u understand me ryte???i try to talked tinz out wit u but u tend to get mad and cant face the fact wat im telling u.....that y im tend to keep to maself....how should i phrase it......hmmm....kayyy seriously the way u txt me earlier does hurt me deeply....bie....!its obvious that u want me to leave u ryte........???????u should asked urself y im acting differently to u recently......the way u txt,the way u treat me and stuff has changed.....for gd at tyme and bad recently......but y???!!i dnt hate u......i dnt.....ma action is asking and trying to changed u to a better ones but bie.....u dnt and u cnt accept the way im delivering it....im sorrie bby.....and for now.....wat u really really want frm me now????????dnt lie urself if u cant cause it will just hurt sumone else.....i dont noe why but im soooo soooo sad ryte now......:(if holding me on is a burden.....then let me gooo......i wont force u to stay wen ur heart is not dere with me........make ur decision wisely and dnt regret ........haisss.....if only u were in ma shoes.....:(:(:(:(:(