im stress ryte now....thinking abt mama,money,life and ma dearest smurfy....how i wish i can be happy lyke others....mama....i noe u are stress wit situation in the house..n u werk hard to support the family...n i noe to find money its difficult....i noe that....n i noe that u are disappointed with ur children but nevertheless...u support ur children....im sorrie that i have disappoint u.....i lurve u mama....!i try finding werk so that i can support myself and avoid asking mum for money .but its hard to find one as im skewling.....i want werk not for fun .....i want to werk to help out ma mum too....my life now is getting miserable....no ones knows....corz i tend to kept to myself....my life currently full with ups and down.....haiss....i cnt handle it much longer.....bby.....i dnt noe wat is wrong with u but wat i noe that u are diff lately......tend to get fuck up easily n stuff....im not sure y...is it bcroz of me or other reason.....i easily get scolded by u.....sumtimes we fought i dunnoe y.....suddenly u tend to throw tantrums at me.........u embarssed me ryte infront of ur fellow frenz.......but i keep quite.....i keep asking to myself wat have i done.....am i that cruel????dnt i have feeling lyke others ?????..haiss....bby....u dnt understand how i feel ryte now.....:(
and to ma dearest frenz im sorrie corz i drag feeling towards u....i dont mean to.....im stress....n u tend to add up to my burden.....im sorrie if ma werds just now are too harsh......im really really sorrie.....i hope u understand how i feel now........sorrie once again.....
